Last Sunday, was 30th October 2011, and this day had its meaning in my heart because it marked the 3rd year my grandmother had left us. I still miss you lots po po. You were the most wonderful grandma I've ever had!

One important thing to blog about today is someone 'close' to me --- ROOMMATE.
I knew her since secondary school but I just 'KNOW' her, meaning, I am aware of the existence of such person, and that's it. We are not close at all. Staying together reveals much of her habits to me but at the same time, terror is building up in me. Sometimes, I think this 'wall' that I build is not thick enough. Yea, she's just so caring, and everything I do, she puts in mind. She knows my timetable very well, and one day my class was canceled but she woke me up.. >.< ok, I don't blame her, 不知者不罪. I am quite a person who rejects sharing of food with people I'm not very familiar with. She went to tesco, bought some bread and cake, as she thought that we could eat together before going to class every morning. Then again, I was on the phone sometimes, or talking to my sister in the room, she will listen and then ask me later. Haiz. I really hate people invading my privacy. I tend to get close with people very slowly. The kind of warmth you showed to me had actually freaked me out and made me un-breathable. She will find a chance to talk to me, even when I am watching drama with my headphones on. I really want to be alone, I couldn't understand, why she had to bother me? According to her coursemates, she will talk to people when she had finished studying, and this is so true. Hello boss, I got things to do OKAY! Talking bout studying, Woow, I had to salute her. I never see a person, who keeps studying from the moment she wakes up till the time she goes to bed. She seldom takes a break, and she studies, as if tomorrow she has exam. She does this everyday, including weekends. HAHAHA. She asked me, will she be able to influence me to study harder like her? I wonder... I will die if I just try it for 1 day. I had one assignment which required us to make a model of bioreactor, I brought that model back to room, and she would walk over to my place to ask me details about them. Another thing she likes to ask is, when will I go home, what time of bus I'll take, and when will I come back. And she, will inform me each time she had bought the ticket. More accurate than an alarm clock! Just like yesterday, I told her that I will go home but I didn't inform about the time and she will sms me asking whether I had reach home or not. And today, she sms again to inform me she had reached home in how many hours and also what time and what kind of bus she had bought to go back to penang. I've already tried to be as cool as possible but she wants to be closer with me, and she treats me like her very very good friend. AIKS! This issue had got me nightmares when I sleep and always I woke up feeling the remnants of terror for some moment. I don't know how to manage this kind of relationship. Please guide me :(

BEH TAHAN LAR!!!!!!!!!!!